Saturday, January 31, 2004
oh gawd.i've found a new way to suntann.
open the window.
stick ur head out
HAHAHAHAHA!
was doing that for hrs jes now.
im slightly darker now.with the help of jerene's suntanning lotion.
rocks mann:))
heh.
whahahaaaas.lame righty.i'll suntann on mondae.:Dat sentosa i guess.
hazel Y 6:25 PM
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come my lady
come come my lady
you're my butterfly
suga babeh
changed the background.and the musik.cant find any suitable one.so gideon asked me to use this musik.
ahahahs.
todae woke up at ard 7.15..?
coze gort piano lesson at 8
hahahas.
gawd.my eyes were so closing while playing the piano cann!
bro's cuming back laters.
which means i cant use the comp.
:|
oh wells.
read newspaper.
they said there'll be better weather for the next few daes!
todae better rain!
else i'll cry if there's blazing sun.i wanan suntann.but if i go out todae...mondae cant go skate."/
hahahas.
so many mosquitoes bites on my legs cann!
roars.
guess nth much is gonna happen todae.
sians.
dad told me he have a function later on at night in pulau ubin.
like wth.
so far can.
i miss pulau ubin!
and of coze.
the sec three camp.
:)
shall end here.
till then.
the itchy one.haas.
come my lady
come come my lady
you're my butterfly
suga babeh
changed the background.and the musik.cant find any suitable one.so gideon asked me to use this musik.
ahahahs.
todae woke up at ard 7.15..?
coze gort piano lesson at 8
hahahas.
gawd.my eyes were so closing while playing the piano cann!
bro's cuming back laters.
which means i cant use the comp.
:|
oh wells.
read newspaper.
they said there'll be better weather for the next few daes!
todae better rain!
else i'll cry if there's blazing sun.i wanan suntann.but if i go out todae...mondae cant go skate."/
hahahas.
so many mosquitoes bites on my legs cann!
roars.
guess nth much is gonna happen todae.
sians.
dad told me he have a function later on at night in pulau ubin.
like wth.
so far can.
i miss pulau ubin!
and of coze.
the sec three camp.
:)
shall end here.
till then.
the itchy one.haas.
hazel Y 9:24 AM
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girl i promise you no subsitute.
hellos
in cp lib now.
with jooo.
apparently she's trying to make herself sad wit that i believe song.
-.-"
todae nth much happen.:|
BORING CANNN.
chi lesson we were having sum cny party.lols.
ate alot lor.
and marilyn was complaining that she put on 1 kg.lols.
hahahas.
and i was like suaning serene.
"bird flu!!!"
coze she's a chicken larh u seee
hahahas.
my ears hurts like mad.
shall end here.
till then.
the lesbian one.
Friday, January 30, 2004
girl i promise you no subsitute.
hellos
in cp lib now.
with jooo.
apparently she's trying to make herself sad wit that i believe song.
-.-"
todae nth much happen.:|
BORING CANNN.
chi lesson we were having sum cny party.lols.
ate alot lor.
and marilyn was complaining that she put on 1 kg.lols.
hahahas.
and i was like suaning serene.
"bird flu!!!"
coze she's a chicken larh u seee
hahahas.
my ears hurts like mad.
shall end here.
till then.
the lesbian one.
hazel Y 2:44 PM
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listening to coldplay's the scientist.
"it's such a shame for us to parttttt...."
hellos.
todae was boringgg.
super cold.
jes ate my chicken pie.choked.and now coughing.-.-
maths is sucha killer.
lols.had decided to copy the last two questions tmr morning.
and geog hwk too.
gawd.
i dunnno howta do.
tmr shall copy.
man..i dun feel accomplished like i always did mann.-.-"
:|
MS LEEE SUCKS.
gawdddd.she todae made me sign sum lame bk she has.
reason:talked when asked not to.
so lame cann.
-yaks more.
rolls eyes.one more signature and she's gonna tok to my parents.
i shall take this time now be4 i get my second signature to whine to my parents and make a bad bad impression of ms leee to them.
HA HA HA
that bitch
i wrote in my chem bk.
CHEM SUCKS.
hahhahas.
and at the back of it.
even bigger.
then at the bottom.
"yes ms lee.you suck."
hahahhas.
that bitch cant even sae american properly cann.
anyhows.
WHERE IS THE SUN!
I WANAN SUNTANN!
shrugs.
oh yeahz.rasputin is so my kidna guy.
so cool.
gawd.he even can predict the future.
and cursed the tsar's fam.
MANN.SO COOL.
hahahas.:P
tmr gort history quiz.
so nervous.mr arman will chase us outta class if we cant answer.
but i was studying like hell jes now mann.
hahahhas.
shall end here.
FRIDAE'S CUMING.
WEEEEE.
THEN THE WKENDS!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
and cts r cuming.
boring!!!!
shall top chem class let that fool seee.
till then.
the vulgar one.
Thursday, January 29, 2004
listening to coldplay's the scientist.
"it's such a shame for us to parttttt...."
hellos.
todae was boringgg.
super cold.
jes ate my chicken pie.choked.and now coughing.-.-
maths is sucha killer.
lols.had decided to copy the last two questions tmr morning.
and geog hwk too.
gawd.
i dunnno howta do.
tmr shall copy.
man..i dun feel accomplished like i always did mann.-.-"
:|
MS LEEE SUCKS.
gawdddd.she todae made me sign sum lame bk she has.
reason:talked when asked not to.
so lame cann.
-yaks more.
rolls eyes.one more signature and she's gonna tok to my parents.
i shall take this time now be4 i get my second signature to whine to my parents and make a bad bad impression of ms leee to them.
HA HA HA
that bitch
i wrote in my chem bk.
CHEM SUCKS.
hahhahas.
and at the back of it.
even bigger.
then at the bottom.
"yes ms lee.you suck."
hahahhas.
that bitch cant even sae american properly cann.
anyhows.
WHERE IS THE SUN!
I WANAN SUNTANN!
shrugs.
oh yeahz.rasputin is so my kidna guy.
so cool.
gawd.he even can predict the future.
and cursed the tsar's fam.
MANN.SO COOL.
hahahas.:P
tmr gort history quiz.
so nervous.mr arman will chase us outta class if we cant answer.
but i was studying like hell jes now mann.
hahahhas.
shall end here.
FRIDAE'S CUMING.
WEEEEE.
THEN THE WKENDS!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
and cts r cuming.
boring!!!!
shall top chem class let that fool seee.
till then.
the vulgar one.
hazel Y 10:21 PM
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gimme a u! u!
gimme a t! t!
gimme a t! t!
what do you have?
UTT!
haahas.gawd.
im so hungry cannn.
whole dae starving.
:/
came back frm town.
gen wanted to get her wallet.
and we met gen's cuz.alvin.hahahas.then we went to borders to get his bk.
on the way there.sum lamefuck was like raising his eyesbrows at me.?
both.left.right.
oh fuck off.
wth right.like i dunno.
-.-"
anyhows.
yeahz.school was boring.
MY CHEM TCHER SUCKS
oh gawd.
she cant even speak properly.and still wanan pick on me.
wad the fuck....
tired of saying the whole thing that happened todae.
she basically picked and picked on me.rolls eyes.
made me go explain the lesson.and said i toked alot.
and i din do my hwk...?
go kiss my ass larhs.
i did cann.
but i said the right thing i guess.but the whole class was laughing.
i mean she asked me to explain to the class why the residue cant be filtrated.
like so obvious cann!
so i said.
"(slams hand on the board and point at the stupid looking diagram she drew)
becoze solids cant go through the filtrate paper"
like duh!
-.-"
hahhaas.
wad a lame bitch.
anyhows.shall go eat my maggi mee.
peace out.
till then.
the hungryyy one.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
gimme a u! u!
gimme a t! t!
gimme a t! t!
what do you have?
UTT!
haahas.gawd.
im so hungry cannn.
whole dae starving.
:/
came back frm town.
gen wanted to get her wallet.
and we met gen's cuz.alvin.hahahas.then we went to borders to get his bk.
on the way there.sum lamefuck was like raising his eyesbrows at me.?
both.left.right.
oh fuck off.
wth right.like i dunno.
-.-"
anyhows.
yeahz.school was boring.
MY CHEM TCHER SUCKS
oh gawd.
she cant even speak properly.and still wanan pick on me.
wad the fuck....
tired of saying the whole thing that happened todae.
she basically picked and picked on me.rolls eyes.
made me go explain the lesson.and said i toked alot.
and i din do my hwk...?
go kiss my ass larhs.
i did cann.
but i said the right thing i guess.but the whole class was laughing.
i mean she asked me to explain to the class why the residue cant be filtrated.
like so obvious cann!
so i said.
"(slams hand on the board and point at the stupid looking diagram she drew)
becoze solids cant go through the filtrate paper"
like duh!
-.-"
hahhaas.
wad a lame bitch.
anyhows.shall go eat my maggi mee.
peace out.
till then.
the hungryyy one.
hazel Y 5:20 PM
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"let's go back
back to the beginning."
jes back frm town.
;)
gort my dc bag
:D:D:D:D
nice nice.and so MUCH lighter than my ezekiel bag.:D
anyways.
went with jo.regina.pl.
on da way back hme, regina and i were standing while pl and jo were sitting.
then regina told me that sum chinese couple was laughing and looking at me.
-.-
so i turned.
then i said."ha ha ha ha ha."
sum pple jes like to laugh at me.
and sum things r so big cann.
(i was referring to the woman's boobs)
sportsbra please.
gawd.
wad is so farni.regina was telling me that they were laughing and looking at my bag the bottom part.
wthhh.
sum pple jes nid sum kick up their arse.
lessons after recess were great.both my maths and eng tcher din cum.
REJOICE!
but we had work to do anyhows.
i gort so bored that i started drawing a comic strip abt sum stick figure on a sinking ship.LOL.drew that all on regina's arm.hahahas.
and jo was so laming ard.
wonder when will she eva grow up.
:P
i love my bag.
goddd.
i make a veri gude poseur.hahahas.
anyhows.
cant get tis song outta my head!
and it's official.
IM NEUTRAL NOW.:D
"Come Clean"
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
[CHORUS]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
[CHORUS]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
till then
the happy one xoxo
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
"let's go back
back to the beginning."
jes back frm town.
;)
gort my dc bag
:D:D:D:D
nice nice.and so MUCH lighter than my ezekiel bag.:D
anyways.
went with jo.regina.pl.
on da way back hme, regina and i were standing while pl and jo were sitting.
then regina told me that sum chinese couple was laughing and looking at me.
-.-
so i turned.
then i said."ha ha ha ha ha."
sum pple jes like to laugh at me.
and sum things r so big cann.
(i was referring to the woman's boobs)
sportsbra please.
gawd.
wad is so farni.regina was telling me that they were laughing and looking at my bag the bottom part.
wthhh.
sum pple jes nid sum kick up their arse.
lessons after recess were great.both my maths and eng tcher din cum.
REJOICE!
but we had work to do anyhows.
i gort so bored that i started drawing a comic strip abt sum stick figure on a sinking ship.LOL.drew that all on regina's arm.hahahas.
and jo was so laming ard.
wonder when will she eva grow up.
:P
i love my bag.
goddd.
i make a veri gude poseur.hahahas.
anyhows.
cant get tis song outta my head!
and it's official.
IM NEUTRAL NOW.:D
"Come Clean"
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
[CHORUS]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
[CHORUS]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
till then
the happy one xoxo
hazel Y 5:35 PM
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haha.
this is so entertaining me.
to ............:i enjoi posing btw.:)
skul was boring.
ss was fun tho.mr arman was motivating our class with money...?
lols.
coze he said that if we can find the answer to sum question on the wkst he gave us,he'll gif us 10 bucks.ahhahas.then the whole of 3e was flipping the ss bk like hell mann.
hahhaas.cute.
had training after school.
boringggggg.
my thighs were so tight i tell youu.
god.
i'll die whining mann.
im like getting fairer again.faace oni.-.-
shall go tanning next monday.
kaes.shall do hwk already.
till then.
the happy one.
Monday, January 26, 2004
haha.
this is so entertaining me.
to ............:i enjoi posing btw.:)
skul was boring.
ss was fun tho.mr arman was motivating our class with money...?
lols.
coze he said that if we can find the answer to sum question on the wkst he gave us,he'll gif us 10 bucks.ahhahas.then the whole of 3e was flipping the ss bk like hell mann.
hahhaas.cute.
had training after school.
boringggggg.
my thighs were so tight i tell youu.
god.
i'll die whining mann.
im like getting fairer again.faace oni.-.-
shall go tanning next monday.
kaes.shall do hwk already.
till then.
the happy one.
hazel Y 6:56 PM
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i dont need a backpack
i dont need a backpack
idont need a backpack
i dont want a backpack,need it!
GAWD.I SAW A DC BACKPACK.SO NICE CANN.
I'LL GET IT IN A FEW WKS TIME.GONNA SAVVEEEEEE $$.:D
I GOT MY SK8 SHOES ALREADY.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE.
IM A HAPPY GURL NOW.:)
shall go dream abt the dc bag now.
chaoz.
i dread school.
Sunday, January 25, 2004
i dont need a backpack
i dont need a backpack
i
i dont want a backpack,need it!
GAWD.I SAW A DC BACKPACK.SO NICE CANN.
I'LL GET IT IN A FEW WKS TIME.GONNA SAVVEEEEEE $$.:D
I GOT MY SK8 SHOES ALREADY.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE.
IM A HAPPY GURL NOW.:)
shall go dream abt the dc bag now.
chaoz.
i dread school.
hazel Y 6:55 PM
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xx rain rain go away
come again another dayyy. xx
gawd.it's so cold.
laters goin out.
get my shoes.
still cant decide to buy skate shoes or converse shoes.
lols.
and im wearing my hiphugger now.
i see my hip bone there...
SO WHITE!
GOSH.
time to go suntanning.
:D
look at my arms and my hip bone there.
so different!!
-whines.
tmr still gort school.
sucks.
was trying to do geog hwk last night and this morning.
could do sm questions oni...
called kandis.
no one answered the fonne..
o well.
shall try again when i get back hme.
love that line in linkin park's new songgg..."frm the inside."
till then.
'the strong one.xoxo
xx rain rain go away
come again another dayyy. xx
gawd.it's so cold.
laters goin out.
get my shoes.
still cant decide to buy skate shoes or converse shoes.
lols.
and im wearing my hiphugger now.
i see my hip bone there...
SO WHITE!
GOSH.
time to go suntanning.
:D
look at my arms and my hip bone there.
so different!!
-whines.
tmr still gort school.
sucks.
was trying to do geog hwk last night and this morning.
could do sm questions oni...
called kandis.
no one answered the fonne..
o well.
shall try again when i get back hme.
love that line in linkin park's new songgg..."frm the inside."
till then.
'the strong one.xoxo
hazel Y 10:22 AM
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yos.:))
totally addikted to this song already..
breathe on meeeee....
dad brought the whole fam to j8 jes now..
went to giodarno
coze it's mum 49th bdae...so we had 20% discount.
so i bough two tops and a hip hugger.:D
i shall tok to my mum abt tmr.
coze i was thinking i might want to go out tmr..
use angbao money to buy converse shoes.:D
and sum bags...?
now im wearing the jeans..and can see my stomach's color..totally diff cannn.lols..arms so dark...then the stomach there so whiteeee.
-.-
kaes..time to go church.
mabel's cuming ova for dinner laters.
smiles.
take care.
till then.
'the white one.
Saturday, January 24, 2004
yos.:))
totally addikted to this song already..
breathe on meeeee....
dad brought the whole fam to j8 jes now..
went to giodarno
coze it's mum 49th bdae...so we had 20% discount.
so i bough two tops and a hip hugger.:D
i shall tok to my mum abt tmr.
coze i was thinking i might want to go out tmr..
use angbao money to buy converse shoes.:D
and sum bags...?
now im wearing the jeans..and can see my stomach's color..totally diff cannn.lols..arms so dark...then the stomach there so whiteeee.
-.-
kaes..time to go church.
mabel's cuming ova for dinner laters.
smiles.
take care.
till then.
'the white one.
hazel Y 4:37 PM
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hellos.
stupid keyboard finally worked.
:)
HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.
lil angbaos this year mann.
roars..
IM SO IN NID
OF
MONEY
and i found a couple of new best frens.
1:ba gua
2:my o.o9 carat diamond earrings
3:zara clothes
4:money
aahahhaas!
lols.
needta buy loadsa stuff.
anyhows.
pple kept asking me same things..."wah.so black now!"
lols.
like duh.;P
and like wad..."prettier now"
LOL.like hello.
i've alwaes been pretty.
LOL
kaes.im so thick skinned todae.
anywaes.
hope ya guys enjoied ya dae like i had.
peace out.
ps.IM SO HAPPIE WITH MY ZARA CLOTHES!!!!!:P
Friday, January 23, 2004
hellos.
stupid keyboard finally worked.
:)
HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.
lil angbaos this year mann.
roars..
IM SO IN NID
OF
MONEY
and i found a couple of new best frens.
1:ba gua
2:my o.o9 carat diamond earrings
3:zara clothes
4:money
aahahhaas!
lols.
needta buy loadsa stuff.
anyhows.
pple kept asking me same things..."wah.so black now!"
lols.
like duh.;P
and like wad..."prettier now"
LOL.like hello.
i've alwaes been pretty.
LOL
kaes.im so thick skinned todae.
anywaes.
hope ya guys enjoied ya dae like i had.
peace out.
ps.IM SO HAPPIE WITH MY ZARA CLOTHES!!!!!:P
hazel Y 5:59 PM
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im fallin alreadyy
gawd.
weather's so nice.
training over.
todae's kidna boring...medicine made me kinda drowsyy..
zZzzz.
came to school.then look at the poor sec 3 cohort.hahahas.
all peeling their asses out mann.
my nose's the oni part which is peeling.:}
yeah yeah...nth much happened todae...
so shall end here.
and gawd!
im getting fairer again..
shall go tanning soon.
lols.
till then
the confused one.
Monday, January 19, 2004
im fallin alreadyy
gawd.
weather's so nice.
training over.
todae's kidna boring...medicine made me kinda drowsyy..
zZzzz.
came to school.then look at the poor sec 3 cohort.hahahas.
all peeling their asses out mann.
my nose's the oni part which is peeling.:}
yeah yeah...nth much happened todae...
so shall end here.
and gawd!
im getting fairer again..
shall go tanning soon.
lols.
till then
the confused one.
hazel Y 6:59 PM
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swings in-
my nose!..
is so uglyyy.it's so peeling lors.
anyhows.jes back frm fetching my bro to pasir ris...he hadta go back camp.
dad was like talking to me so much jes now.:)
was toking abt human relationships.
well well.
he doesnt know that i've moved on.hahahas.
but anyhows..was nice toking to him like this.:D
todae after my cat class..went down to st annes to meet up with gen.avril.rese.gwend.
beams-
rolls eyes.i bet sum pple already think i joined salt for sumone.like no.
:it's so sunny!!"
"onions"
hahahas!
after that went down cp to grab sum food.
sat down at sakura...toking...gossiping with rese and gwend.lols.fun larhs..and gwend was like showing us all her koalas pics in her wallet mann!..LOL.cute.
love u all so much.hugs*
things.i shant care.
todae is te 18th.
oh wat the hell.
:|
like who cares.
how contradicting can i get.
Fighter
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
yeah yeah.
hazel.
like i care.
Sunday, January 18, 2004
swings in-
my nose!..
is so uglyyy.it's so peeling lors.
anyhows.jes back frm fetching my bro to pasir ris...he hadta go back camp.
dad was like talking to me so much jes now.:)
was toking abt human relationships.
well well.
he doesnt know that i've moved on.hahahas.
but anyhows..was nice toking to him like this.:D
todae after my cat class..went down to st annes to meet up with gen.avril.rese.gwend.
beams-
rolls eyes.i bet sum pple already think i joined salt for sumone.like no.
:it's so sunny!!"
"onions"
hahahas!
after that went down cp to grab sum food.
sat down at sakura...toking...gossiping with rese and gwend.lols.fun larhs..and gwend was like showing us all her koalas pics in her wallet mann!..LOL.cute.
love u all so much.hugs*
things.i shant care.
todae is te 18th.
oh wat the hell.
:|
like who cares.
how contradicting can i get.
Fighter
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
yeah yeah.
hazel.
like i care.
hazel Y 8:13 PM
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hellos!
mornings.MY NOSE IS PEELING!
no like sum disease liddat...gort white and black spots...-.-
sians..then gort a white spot that is so damn obvious!!: /
so uglyyy.
my itchy hand went to peel it!!:/:P
hahahahs.
anyhows.
laters im goin for cat class..then go down to st annes...for salt?....im like having second thots abt joining.:/
coze of sum reason...bro told me that if u join sumthing...u must join it becoze u want to join it..not becoze of sumthing..or zumone..
well said eh.
ahahhas.
my voice's still horrible...: /
and iM STILL MISSING THE CAMP.
hhahahas.
i bet alot of pple do so too.:)
here's a couple of songs that i cant get outta my head.
Father abrahim
had seven children.
seven children.
father abrahim.
sum of themm were tall.
and sum of them were short.
none of them were right.
lols.
dunno if i typed it all right....
another song..
campfire's burning now.hahahahs.
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: In The Zone
Title: Toxic
Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
It’s getting late
To give it up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: In The Zone
Title: Toxic
Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
It’s getting late
To give it up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
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I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
Taste of my lips and having fun
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now
I think I’m ready now
I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now
I LOVE THIS SONG!
hellos!
mornings.MY NOSE IS PEELING!
no like sum disease liddat...gort white and black spots...-.-
sians..then gort a white spot that is so damn obvious!!: /
so uglyyy.
my itchy hand went to peel it!!:/:P
hahahahs.
anyhows.
laters im goin for cat class..then go down to st annes...for salt?....im like having second thots abt joining.:/
coze of sum reason...bro told me that if u join sumthing...u must join it becoze u want to join it..not becoze of sumthing..or zumone..
well said eh.
ahahhas.
my voice's still horrible...: /
and iM STILL MISSING THE CAMP.
hhahahas.
i bet alot of pple do so too.:)
here's a couple of songs that i cant get outta my head.
Father abrahim
had seven children.
seven children.
father abrahim.
sum of themm were tall.
and sum of them were short.
none of them were right.
lols.
dunno if i typed it all right....
another song..
campfire's burning now.hahahahs.
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: In The Zone
Title: Toxic
Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
It’s getting late
To give it up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: In The Zone
Title: Toxic
Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
It’s getting late
To give it up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
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I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
Taste of my lips and having fun
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now
I think I’m ready now
I’m intoxicated now
I think you’ll love it now
I think I’m ready now
I LOVE THIS SONG!
hazel Y 8:55 AM
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hellos!
my voice's real bad now.lols.tok oso outta tune.heh.farni..should go record my voice mann.kaes.im lame.
now listening to all american rejects.swing swing.it's been so long since i heard it already.
had piano lesson...it was okays...din get scolding..cuz i was practising my pieces last night.hahahhas...gude anot eh.:P
i miss pulau ubin for sum reason...dunno why oso.
the place so nice.
esp at night.woah mann..so many stars!
-whines
i miss pulau ubin.
auntie's at my place now.she looked at me and said."wah!...chaotar mann."
hahahhas.
later's church.
then i dunno wad's on for todae already..guess i'll finish up my hwk.then go rest alot alot alot.
guess i'll tell my parents im joining salt or sumthing...sure hope they allow.
time to do sumthing for god.:)
but i guess sum pple will think i join for gabe.well well.
it's no.
so yeahz...sundae gort cat class!...weeee.missed everyone there.
was looking out for white hair last night.lols.those that i thought was white hair..then i plucked it..then it turned out to black hair...-.-
yay!..brudarrr's cuming back later.:D
mum's goin with auntie to pray to my grandma.
dad's at work.
i shall slack later..ahhahas..slp.the medicine's making me so drowsy!zZzzzzz.and that reminded of the time that iw as at pulau ubin...gawd mann...i rmb that my grp was toking to instructor xiaowei and melissa.then me and pigeon were both dozing off lor..lols.then our heads like swaying liddat.ahhahas...come to think abt it...it's so paiseh..lOl.
then that night we hadta do punishment...then instructor jolin made everyone stand like sum npcc cadet liddat...hands behind and all.knees and back str8.
lol.
so tiring lor!...thot i was ez.hahahhas.
then iw as like dozing off.coulden stand properly.hahahhaas!
anyhows.those were the memories.:)
sec 3 camp rules!
Saturday, January 17, 2004
hellos!
my voice's real bad now.lols.tok oso outta tune.heh.farni..should go record my voice mann.kaes.im lame.
now listening to all american rejects.swing swing.it's been so long since i heard it already.
had piano lesson...it was okays...din get scolding..cuz i was practising my pieces last night.hahahhas...gude anot eh.:P
i miss pulau ubin for sum reason...dunno why oso.
the place so nice.
esp at night.woah mann..so many stars!
-whines
i miss pulau ubin.
auntie's at my place now.she looked at me and said."wah!...chaotar mann."
hahahhas.
later's church.
then i dunno wad's on for todae already..guess i'll finish up my hwk.then go rest alot alot alot.
guess i'll tell my parents im joining salt or sumthing...sure hope they allow.
time to do sumthing for god.:)
but i guess sum pple will think i join for gabe.well well.
it's no.
so yeahz...sundae gort cat class!...weeee.missed everyone there.
was looking out for white hair last night.lols.those that i thought was white hair..then i plucked it..then it turned out to black hair...-.-
yay!..brudarrr's cuming back later.:D
mum's goin with auntie to pray to my grandma.
dad's at work.
i shall slack later..ahhahas..slp.the medicine's making me so drowsy!zZzzzzz.and that reminded of the time that iw as at pulau ubin...gawd mann...i rmb that my grp was toking to instructor xiaowei and melissa.then me and pigeon were both dozing off lor..lols.then our heads like swaying liddat.ahhahas...come to think abt it...it's so paiseh..lOl.
then that night we hadta do punishment...then instructor jolin made everyone stand like sum npcc cadet liddat...hands behind and all.knees and back str8.
lol.
so tiring lor!...thot i was ez.hahahhas.
then iw as like dozing off.coulden stand properly.hahahhaas!
anyhows.those were the memories.:)
sec 3 camp rules!
hazel Y 9:39 AM
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IM BACK!MISSED ME?..HEH.:P.
despite all the scoldings and all.yeahz..it ruled.
it's like army can!...
we everyday drink i dunno how many litres of water mann!
so much!
i see my tummy like bloated cannn!
so dots.
hahhahas.
im so dead tired now.supa burnt.supa sick.
my voice now is like....(...?")
hahahhas.later gonna see the doctor.
yeahz...shall tell ya all abt the camp...mann...pulau ubin's weather make me hate suntanning mann!
lols.so hot.
and at night is so fucking cold.SO MANY STARS MANN!:D:)
alot of activities mann.hmm..night stuff was canncelled due to the friggin rain.ssians!
yeahz...then gort orienteering.cool.was walking ard pulau ubin with all the maps and all...shouting and cheering.weee:D
then gort tbg.
I LOVE THE SUSHI BELT.SO CUTE CANN.
we all hadta roll on the floor close together and like "transport" a fren ova by jes rolling and rolling.cool right.
then gort CAMPFIRE.!
all grps were great...erh..except mines?
lols.
our skit was super impromptu.(spell....?)
yeahz...in the end i class won.thot lancelot would tho.
yeahz...camp's great.
and MY FRENS FOUND TWO STRANDS OF WHITE HAIR ON MY HEAD!......GAWD!
AND TODAE KANDIS TOLD ME THAT SHE HEARD ME SLP TOKING.GAWDDDD.EVEN MY OTHER FRENS HEARD ME.ZzZZZZZZZZz.
AND ON THE BUMBOAT JOURNEY BACK TO SINGAPORE.I FOUND A WHITE HAIR GROWING ON MY ARM.
SHEESH.
IM STRESSED OR AM I GROWING OLD.
hhahahas.so upset.hahahahs.
anyhows.so dirtttyyyy now.
SEC 3 ENDURANCE,TRISTAN ROCKS!
till then.
zelllx
Friday, January 16, 2004
IM BACK!MISSED ME?..HEH.:P.
despite all the scoldings and all.yeahz..it ruled.
it's like army can!...
we everyday drink i dunno how many litres of water mann!
so much!
i see my tummy like bloated cannn!
so dots.
hahhahas.
im so dead tired now.supa burnt.supa sick.
my voice now is like....(...?")
hahahhas.later gonna see the doctor.
yeahz...shall tell ya all abt the camp...mann...pulau ubin's weather make me hate suntanning mann!
lols.so hot.
and at night is so fucking cold.SO MANY STARS MANN!:D:)
alot of activities mann.hmm..night stuff was canncelled due to the friggin rain.ssians!
yeahz...then gort orienteering.cool.was walking ard pulau ubin with all the maps and all...shouting and cheering.weee:D
then gort tbg.
I LOVE THE SUSHI BELT.SO CUTE CANN.
we all hadta roll on the floor close together and like "transport" a fren ova by jes rolling and rolling.cool right.
then gort CAMPFIRE.!
all grps were great...erh..except mines?
lols.
our skit was super impromptu.(spell....?)
yeahz...in the end i class won.thot lancelot would tho.
yeahz...camp's great.
and MY FRENS FOUND TWO STRANDS OF WHITE HAIR ON MY HEAD!......GAWD!
AND TODAE KANDIS TOLD ME THAT SHE HEARD ME SLP TOKING.GAWDDDD.EVEN MY OTHER FRENS HEARD ME.ZzZZZZZZZZz.
AND ON THE BUMBOAT JOURNEY BACK TO SINGAPORE.I FOUND A WHITE HAIR GROWING ON MY ARM.
SHEESH.
IM STRESSED OR AM I GROWING OLD.
hhahahas.so upset.hahahahs.
anyhows.so dirtttyyyy now.
SEC 3 ENDURANCE,TRISTAN ROCKS!
till then.
zelllx
hazel Y 2:20 PM
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helos
kinda sick.my throat's really killing me.
todae is supa boring.
yah.
TMR IS THE CAMP!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"d
can hardly wait mann.:D
and im the stupid ic.
-.-
and me and shi jin will be the only ones wearing watches.zZzzz.so scary..serene told sum spooky stories abt the island.lols.and sum time thing.:/
creeps.
heh
im so tired of packing already.
dunno wad track pants to wear.lols.
i wanan go there now!
haahas.
u guys must miss me arhs.hhahaha!
i'll be so tannn!...weeeeeeeee
haahas.
:D:D:D:D:D
guess i'll slp early tonight.
hahahas!...I CANt FUCKING WAIT FOR TMR.HAHAHAHS!
todae is 1 mth since the break up.
sigh.i'll get over it.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
helos
kinda sick.my throat's really killing me.
todae is supa boring.
yah.
TMR IS THE CAMP!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"d
can hardly wait mann.:D
and im the stupid ic.
-.-
and me and shi jin will be the only ones wearing watches.zZzzz.so scary..serene told sum spooky stories abt the island.lols.and sum time thing.:/
creeps.
heh
im so tired of packing already.
dunno wad track pants to wear.lols.
i wanan go there now!
haahas.
u guys must miss me arhs.hhahaha!
i'll be so tannn!...weeeeeeeee
haahas.
:D:D:D:D:D
guess i'll slp early tonight.
hahahas!...I CANt FUCKING WAIT FOR TMR.HAHAHAHS!
todae is 1 mth since the break up.
hazel Y 8:18 PM
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hellos.
kaes.boring dae.
went to school.
study.history was great.:)
was having stupid cramps todae.made te toilet a gas chamber.heh.
and gough and i went to ask sum gurl in sec 1 if she was a bung or active.heh.mother and son both damn lame and bored.
she's obviously a bung mann.
-.-
act till liddat.
after school we had cca tingy.
went to mr chiew's rm to slp after that.lols.my jrs was like observing how i slpt.with my eyes half closed and all.
woke up.went home.
sians right!
i've been not toking to my parents since saturdae already.
: /
tmr will be exactly one mth since te breakup.
i aint ova it yet.:|
Monday, January 12, 2004
hellos.
kaes.boring dae.
went to school.
study.history was great.:)
was having stupid cramps todae.made te toilet a gas chamber.heh.
and gough and i went to ask sum gurl in sec 1 if she was a bung or active.heh.mother and son both damn lame and bored.
she's obviously a bung mann.
-.-
act till liddat.
after school we had cca tingy.
went to mr chiew's rm to slp after that.lols.my jrs was like observing how i slpt.with my eyes half closed and all.
woke up.went home.
sians right!
i've been not toking to my parents since saturdae already.
: /
tmr will be exactly one mth since te breakup.
i aint ova it yet.:|
hazel Y 6:29 PM
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OH FUCK MY PARENTS.
WAD IS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM?!
lost in the competition.
anyhows.thenwent to grab sum camping stuff with ju and her parents.
then went i came home.
THAT old bung at home said."so early arhs."
then i shouted back."i lost larhs!
bitch right.
theni went to my room.
LOOK AT MY TABLE.WOAH!
SO EMPTY CAN.
SUM THING WENT TO KEEP MY THINGS IN A FUCKING BOX.
THEN I WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO MAKE NOISE.
WOKE MY DAD UP.
I WAS LIKE "WHY U TOUCH MY THINGS!"
WHERE'S THE PICTURE WITH ME AND GABE ONE?!"
SHEESH.
childish right.
anyhows.i gort everything back.
they're jes makinng me rebel more mann/
and last night.
hmm.did alot of stuff.
thot abt aot of stuff.
well.i think im a nuetral now.
yeahz.
deleted gabe's blog.nut i dunno how ta delete diaryland one.hahahahs.
yeahz.
chaoz tired.
tmr still gort school.
SIANS!
no one needs me.
Sunday, January 11, 2004
OH FUCK MY PARENTS.
WAD IS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM?!
lost in the competition.
anyhows.thenwent to grab sum camping stuff with ju and her parents.
then went i came home.
THAT old bung at home said."so early arhs."
then i shouted back."i lost larhs!
bitch right.
theni went to my room.
LOOK AT MY TABLE.WOAH!
SO EMPTY CAN.
SUM THING WENT TO KEEP MY THINGS IN A FUCKING BOX.
THEN I WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO MAKE NOISE.
WOKE MY DAD UP.
I WAS LIKE "WHY U TOUCH MY THINGS!"
WHERE'S THE PICTURE WITH ME AND GABE ONE?!"
SHEESH.
childish right.
anyhows.i gort everything back.
they're jes makinng me rebel more mann/
and last night.
hmm.did alot of stuff.
thot abt aot of stuff.
well.i think im a nuetral now.
yeahz.
deleted gabe's blog.nut i dunno how ta delete diaryland one.hahahahs.
yeahz.
chaoz tired.
tmr still gort school.
SIANS!
no one needs me.
hazel Y 5:53 PM
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FAMILY PORTRAIT
im red like hell.
went to sentosa.
bluffed my parents that i had pt.
well well.in the came back ard 4.45?
then my parents!
so kiasu can.was scolding me and all.asked me to change quickly then chaoz.
scold
scold
scold
sum spymtons that shows you're really getting old.
1:u scream as if the person u're toking to is deaf.
2:u repeat unconsciously.
that stupid old bung at home!
SHE SAID MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE A CHICKEN BACKSIDE.
THANKS ALOT.
fcuk u larhs.look at ur hair!
shorter than mine can!
stupid old bung.
then my dad!
he said frm now on.pple ask him am i his dotter.he'll sae no.
say no lor!
like as if anybody would ask sucha lame question.
that stupid bung.she said i looked like an idiot.so red and all.
im not like her lor."sun!...-grabs the umbrella.
-.-
please larhs.
now we're like playing the"hmph.i dun frend u."or the "i dun wanan tok to u." game.
rolls eyes.they really sae hurtful stuff lor.
FCUK U ALL LARHS.
im pissed.really pissed.
AND THEY SAID THAT WATEVA I SAE THEY WUN BELIEVE.COZE APPARENTLY.WATEVA I SAE IS RUBBISH.THEY DUN MATCH.UNLESS I CHANGE.BLAH BLAH BLAH.IF THEY DUN FCUKING BELIEVE ME.THEN WHY FCUKING ASK ME?
I HATE THEM!I HATE EVERYONE.IT DOESNT PAY TO BE NICE.JES ACT NICE.BUT IN TRUE FACT THEY HATE U.WHEN U'RE NICE.THEY THINK U'RE SUCKING UP.OH FCUK U ALL.I DUN NEED U ALL.
FUCK!WHATEVAR!
Saturday, January 10, 2004
FAMILY PORTRAIT
im red like hell.
went to sentosa.
bluffed my parents that i had pt.
well well.in the came back ard 4.45?
then my parents!
so kiasu can.was scolding me and all.asked me to change quickly then chaoz.
scold
scold
scold
sum spymtons that shows you're really getting old.
1:u scream as if the person u're toking to is deaf.
2:u repeat unconsciously.
that stupid old bung at home!
SHE SAID MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE A CHICKEN BACKSIDE.
THANKS ALOT.
fcuk u larhs.look at ur hair!
shorter than mine can!
stupid old bung.
then my dad!
he said frm now on.pple ask him am i his dotter.he'll sae no.
say no lor!
like as if anybody would ask sucha lame question.
that stupid bung.she said i looked like an idiot.so red and all.
im not like her lor."sun!...-grabs the umbrella.
-.-
please larhs.
now we're like playing the"hmph.i dun frend u."or the "i dun wanan tok to u." game.
rolls eyes.they really sae hurtful stuff lor.
FCUK U ALL LARHS.
im pissed.really pissed.
AND THEY SAID THAT WATEVA I SAE THEY WUN BELIEVE.COZE APPARENTLY.WATEVA I SAE IS RUBBISH.THEY DUN MATCH.UNLESS I CHANGE.BLAH BLAH BLAH.IF THEY DUN FCUKING BELIEVE ME.THEN WHY FCUKING ASK ME?
I HATE THEM!I HATE EVERYONE.IT DOESNT PAY TO BE NICE.JES ACT NICE.BUT IN TRUE FACT THEY HATE U.WHEN U'RE NICE.THEY THINK U'RE SUCKING UP.OH FCUK U ALL.I DUN NEED U ALL.
FUCK!WHATEVAR!
hazel Y 8:42 PM
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hellos
back frm school.my mum damn slow cann..she jes now then ask me."u trimed your hair arhs..?"
dots!
like hello.i cut it yesterdae lehs.
this goes to show that my parents dun bother much abt me...lols.sad sad.:P
boring can!
gort cca fair
and LOOK AT THE SEC ONES.
LOLS.
sum so cute.
anyways.
PPLE THINK IM TURNING BUNG.
gosh.ova my dead body mann.my hair.hais.:'(
whines-
lols.
whined this morning at my maid.lols.
points at my hair!.can stop standing.roars.
shall go buy gatsby gel it down.heh.
i waslike putting my hand ova my ehad wheneva i see any"big tcher"
lols.and was like taking the trophies and lloking at hair at in mann.LOL.
weee.
SUNTANNING TMR
WAHAHHHAA!
chaoz.shall go do sutmhing abt my hair.
oya.todae is the 4th mth knowing sumone.: /hugs-
Friday, January 09, 2004
hellos
back frm school.my mum damn slow cann..she jes now then ask me."u trimed your hair arhs..?"
dots!
like hello.i cut it yesterdae lehs.
this goes to show that my parents dun bother much abt me...lols.sad sad.:P
boring can!
gort cca fair
and LOOK AT THE SEC ONES.
LOLS.
sum so cute.
anyways.
PPLE THINK IM TURNING BUNG.
gosh.ova my dead body mann.my hair.hais.:'(
whines-
lols.
whined this morning at my maid.lols.
points at my hair!.can stop standing.roars.
shall go buy gatsby gel it down.heh.
i waslike putting my hand ova my ehad wheneva i see any"big tcher"
lols.and was like taking the trophies and lloking at hair at in mann.LOL.
weee.
SUNTANNING TMR
WAHAHHHAA!
chaoz.shall go do sutmhing abt my hair.
oya.todae is the 4th mth knowing sumone.: /hugs-
hazel Y 7:09 PM
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hellos
studied history a bit.
cut my hair todae.
damn...punky i should sae.lols.
dad was like asking me if the sch allows the hairstyle.im like...yeah yeah.should be.
lols.dun think they allow.
anyhows.gort sum hair stucked in my throat jes now.making me cough non-stop mann.
i shant tok wheneva i haf a haircut next time mann!
looking at my hair now.i can be the prince for the camp skit!
hahahas!
there's still yu in my mind.heart and soul.
Thursday, January 08, 2004
hellos
studied history a bit.
cut my hair todae.
damn...punky i should sae.lols.
dad was like asking me if the sch allows the hairstyle.im like...yeah yeah.should be.
lols.dun think they allow.
anyhows.gort sum hair stucked in my throat jes now.making me cough non-stop mann.
i shant tok wheneva i haf a haircut next time mann!
looking at my hair now.i can be the prince for the camp skit!
hahahas!
hazel Y 10:15 PM
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yo.
jes had dinner.so freaking full now.roars.tmr gort pe!..so gonna die.heard that the weighing machine is so scrwed,yet the tcher dun believe.: /
tution was okays.
todae was okays.
after school went to cp.
hmm.
saw alot of gabrielites.
but no sign of him.
well well.
: /
anywaes.im so on abt cutting my hair now!...wheneva i look at it.i get so pissed.
LOL.
gort corn stuck between my teeth.
cant get this song outta my head.
"Where Did I Go Right?"by Hilary Duff
I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile
I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong
[CHORUS:]
Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do
I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong
[CHORUS]
Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong
[CHORUS 2X]
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
yo.
jes had dinner.so freaking full now.roars.tmr gort pe!..so gonna die.heard that the weighing machine is so scrwed,yet the tcher dun believe.: /
tution was okays.
todae was okays.
after school went to cp.
hmm.
saw alot of gabrielites.
but no sign of him.
well well.
: /
anywaes.im so on abt cutting my hair now!...wheneva i look at it.i get so pissed.
LOL.
gort corn stuck between my teeth.
cant get this song outta my head.
"Where Did I Go Right?"by Hilary Duff
I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile
I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong
[CHORUS:]
Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do
I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong
[CHORUS]
Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong
[CHORUS 2X]
hazel Y 8:02 PM
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hellos
jes back frm cp
went to eat.
yeahz.todae..nth much really happened.all the same.
hmm.learnt how to pitch the tent.
cool.
hate my instructors,sians mann.
rolls eyes.
now listening to madonna's love profusion.nice
:}
I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAE.
tanning.:D
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
hellos
jes back frm cp
went to eat.
yeahz.todae..nth much really happened.all the same.
hmm.learnt how to pitch the tent.
cool.
hate my instructors,sians mann.
rolls eyes.
now listening to madonna's love profusion.nice
:}
I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAE.
tanning.:D
hazel Y 5:56 PM
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tired.
hafta organise my time a lil mann.
hmm
tmr.
tuesdae:pitch tent.then dunno wad to do already.
wed:tution..?zZzzz.
thursdae:nth.O.training!
fridae:sec 1 cca orientation
saturdae:suntanning!..after that church.
sunday:competition.
who has a hikers bag or sumthing..those huge tall ones...?
lols.need one for camp mann.
oh yeahz.my mum!
if she's taller and slimmer...omg mann...she will really look like a bung.
well.
kaes.she looks like a lao bung now.
-.-
gosh.look at her hair.
....
LOl.jes robbed my brudarr's pencilcase.lols.took all the pens.:D
kaes.shall go sew my belt.
:)
Monday, January 05, 2004
tired.
hafta organise my time a lil mann.
hmm
tmr.
tuesdae:pitch tent.then dunno wad to do already.
wed:tution..?zZzzz.
thursdae:nth.O.training!
fridae:sec 1 cca orientation
saturdae:suntanning!..after that church.
sunday:competition.
who has a hikers bag or sumthing..those huge tall ones...?
lols.need one for camp mann.
oh yeahz.my mum!
if she's taller and slimmer...omg mann...she will really look like a bung.
well.
kaes.she looks like a lao bung now.
-.-
gosh.look at her hair.
....
LOl.jes robbed my brudarr's pencilcase.lols.took all the pens.:D
kaes.shall go sew my belt.
:)
hazel Y 8:11 PM
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contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
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hey.back frm hougang.went to te gym.:)with xjie.
we r determined to lose weight and be tannn this year.LOL.
oh yar.it's relaly fun to observe senior citizens mann.lols.
sum r really noisy while sum r so quiet and small.lols.and u should se the things that they do..LOL.so blur!
and i tell ya.I hate peebrainers dickies mann.who speak chinese and hokkien tog.and singlish.sucks mann.i'm beginning to hate most guys.esp chinese speaking bengs.oh watevar.they're like all so vocab limited...?....always scolding cb in that half breaking voice...?...when they dun even haf any fcuking cb..?pissing my arse off man!
and THAT tight fitting clothes.
gosh.
and my mum and that screwed machine.arhs!
hafta sew my uniform later.
-.-
gonna pass her the death letter.ARH!
hate this world.ppl r all so wierd.
Sunday, January 04, 2004
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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hey.back frm hougang.went to te gym.:)with xjie.
we r determined to lose weight and be tannn this year.LOL.
oh yar.it's relaly fun to observe senior citizens mann.lols.
sum r really noisy while sum r so quiet and small.lols.and u should se the things that they do..LOL.so blur!
and i tell ya.I hate peebrainers dickies mann.who speak chinese and hokkien tog.and singlish.sucks mann.i'm beginning to hate most guys.esp chinese speaking bengs.oh watevar.they're like all so vocab limited...?....always scolding cb in that half breaking voice...?...when they dun even haf any fcuking cb..?pissing my arse off man!
and THAT tight fitting clothes.
gosh.
and my mum and that screwed machine.arhs!
hafta sew my uniform later.
-.-
gonna pass her the death letter.ARH!
hate this world.ppl r all so wierd.
hazel Y 2:28 PM
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yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts
and short skirts to get the attention you
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greetings.
back frm church.at annes.not too bad.rolls eyes.
anyways.
todae is another boring dae.
went back school for sec three camp meeting..like.so guai righty.:P
my class not so bad after all.quite okays.:)sum pple that is.
they chose my design for the flag.weeee..started drawing..like finally.
:D
im like worrying abt the letter abt my uniform.-.-
how to tell my parents.
tmr.
erhhh....
dunno wad to do.
suntanning?
LOL
IM PEELING!..ARHS!THIS CANT BE HAPPENING.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
You are an individual,go you! You think for
yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts
and short skirts to get the attention you
want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to
let people know.That where the cutting comes
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greetings.
back frm church.at annes.not too bad.rolls eyes.
anyways.
todae is another boring dae.
went back school for sec three camp meeting..like.so guai righty.:P
my class not so bad after all.quite okays.:)sum pple that is.
they chose my design for the flag.weeee..started drawing..like finally.
:D
im like worrying abt the letter abt my uniform.-.-
how to tell my parents.
tmr.
erhhh....
dunno wad to do.
suntanning?
LOL
IM PEELING!..ARHS!THIS CANT BE HAPPENING.
hazel Y 8:39 PM
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first dae in school.
totally boring.
my class suxs.
: /
hais..hais.how am i gonna survive for the year!...faints.
anyhow.
i gort caught for my belt.
too loose..?
-.-
and i haf a damn letter for my parents to sign.roars!
wad a nice way to start the school term.
akljshakjhdskjgdkagskjdhk
I HATE MY CLASS
and i want A NEW IMAGE!...weeee.
gonan cut my hair soon.cant wait for chi new year..money..shing.:P.then new bag.and stuff.:D
Friday, January 02, 2004
first dae in school.
totally boring.
my class suxs.
: /
hais..hais.how am i gonna survive for the year!...faints.
anyhow.
i gort caught for my belt.
too loose..?
-.-
and i haf a damn letter for my parents to sign.roars!
wad a nice way to start the school term.
akljshakjhdskjgdkagskjdhk
I HATE MY CLASS
and i want A NEW IMAGE!...weeee.
gonan cut my hair soon.cant wait for chi new year..money..shing.:P.then new bag.and stuff.:D
hazel Y 3:10 PM
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i feel so down now.
u know wad.i'm missing him so terribly.even meaning less three words frm him can jes cheer me up.
i cant forget him.
and i dun wish to.
but it's jes making me worse.
all im left with is the memories.
and i cant erase the memories.i cant stop looking back.coze that's what im all left with?
it's all up there.
i still feel for him.
in fact.i think im feeling more than when we first gort tog.
i feel damn fcukign down now.everytime and everywhere i go.i'll think of him.his face.his words.and those messages.old and recents.
and i'll cry uncontrollably.
when i thought i ran outta tears for him already.more jes kip cuming down my cheek.
love hurts so much.
this time.i really felt love.
this was different.
arhs.i dun see wad's so diff abt letting go.
but.
i cant larhs!..it's so sickening to know that the person u're still yearning for had alreadi gotten on with life.
and he doesnt think of the past and of me anymore.
yet.im still doing so.
hais.
i dun wanan let go.but i must.
this do hurts alot.
ajsldkjslakflksndlkfalsi'hdo'uiasydiuydiusgadyigsydghasbghbcjsnbasjkdhaksjdhusagfjhsagjshdahsgd.
i do feel te emptyness in me.
Thursday, January 01, 2004
i feel so down now.
u know wad.i'm missing him so terribly.even meaning less three words frm him can jes cheer me up.
i cant forget him.
and i dun wish to.
but it's jes making me worse.
all im left with is the memories.
and i cant erase the memories.i cant stop looking back.coze that's what im all left with?
it's all up there.
i still feel for him.
in fact.i think im feeling more than when we first gort tog.
i feel damn fcukign down now.everytime and everywhere i go.i'll think of him.his face.his words.and those messages.old and recents.
and i'll cry uncontrollably.
when i thought i ran outta tears for him already.more jes kip cuming down my cheek.
love hurts so much.
this time.i really felt love.
this was different.
arhs.i dun see wad's so diff abt letting go.
but.
i cant larhs!..it's so sickening to know that the person u're still yearning for had alreadi gotten on with life.
and he doesnt think of the past and of me anymore.
yet.im still doing so.
hais.
i dun wanan let go.but i must.
this do hurts alot.
ajsldkjslakflksndlkfalsi'hdo'uiasydiuydiusgadyigsydghasbghbcjsnbasjkdhaksjdhusagfjhsagjshdahsgd.
i do feel te emptyness in me.
hazel Y 9:08 PM
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hellos.
he told me already.i gort the answer.and it hurts.sumtimes.i wanna know.yet i dun wanan hear.
hais.
it's a no.
he wants to stay as frens.i guess i cant force anymore.
jes cried in the bathroom.
i really cant erase wad i feel.cant forget him.i cant.not now.
always thought i could get over things veri quickly.and im emotionally strong.but actualli.im jes the same.
first time im experiencing such thing. : /
and i dun wanna go thru this anymore next time.
well well.
i must get on with life.
HAPPIE NEW YEAR!
spend yesterdae night with jo.lols.that gurl arhs.sms and sms.she evn wanted to bake at night cann.
now so slpy/lols.all her fault.lols.
kept on calling regina to ask her cum over.LOL.so farni.
new year resolutions.
1.new hair.
2.new image.
3.tann!:P
4.taller.
5.SLIMMER.
6.sportier.
7.pass fcuking maths
the rest.lols.unmentionable.:P:P
heh.
tmr going back school.so happie!..finally.:P...i love my locker no.J369.WHAHAHAHAHAHA!
nice number.love it so much.
anywaes.im finally upper sec!..wEeeeeeee
i hope ya guys njoy this year.make the best outta it.do ur best in everything.:)
happie new year to all again.
hellos.
he told me already.i gort the answer.and it hurts.sumtimes.i wanna know.yet i dun wanan hear.
hais.
it's a no.
he wants to stay as frens.i guess i cant force anymore.
jes cried in the bathroom.
i really cant erase wad i feel.cant forget him.i cant.not now.
always thought i could get over things veri quickly.and im emotionally strong.but actualli.im jes the same.
first time im experiencing such thing. : /
and i dun wanna go thru this anymore next time.
well well.
i must get on with life.
HAPPIE NEW YEAR!
spend yesterdae night with jo.lols.that gurl arhs.sms and sms.she evn wanted to bake at night cann.
now so slpy/lols.all her fault.lols.
kept on calling regina to ask her cum over.LOL.so farni.
new year resolutions.
1.new hair.
2.new image.
3.tann!:P
4.taller.
5.SLIMMER.
6.sportier.
7.pass fcuking maths
the rest.lols.unmentionable.:P:P
heh.
tmr going back school.so happie!..finally.:P...i love my locker no.J369.WHAHAHAHAHAHA!
nice number.love it so much.
anywaes.im finally upper sec!..wEeeeeeee
i hope ya guys njoy this year.make the best outta it.do ur best in everything.:)
happie new year to all again.
hazel Y 7:55 PM
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hais.he din reply me after all.
so i guess that's the answer.
well well.
i know what to do already.i'll move on with life.i will forget him.
i knew i tried my best for the answer already.
yes i know.it was my own choice of waiting hopelessly for a patch.
yes.im foolish.
i guess everything doesnt matter doesnt it?
love is jes a waste of time.
i'll move on.
wana thank sum special pple who supported me thru this tough and hurting period.
+gen.
w/o ya,i will nvr get to know gabe.:)..i relaly thank ya for tat.please dunt eva blame urself for introducing him to me yah.:D..tho it was short.the experience was great for me.:Dthink ya the first person to know abt the whole thing. were always there for me.always lived up to ur words.-jes a fone call away.always had taken most of ya wise words.u realli did tok sum sense into me.:}and i really thank you for that.i'll be strong.i promise!..:D..ahugs.i love youuu.will always be my gurlfren.my shopping mate.my sista.:)
+jo.
this gurl.always cheering me up with her joyful ness.always crapping with me.always manages to get my mind off this matter.well..that is whenevr i'm with ya..:}always behind me.suporting me.always giving me advices like genn...and wad the fuck.u jes told me that mr tan is my form tcher.
always giving me info abt stuff.my gossipmate.:)..tanning mate.crapmate.gurlfren.sister.longest fren.best fren.:D
+xj.
my dear gurl.always there for me too.always worrying for me...?LOL.bish.im fine.and living well already.so dun worrie yah.hugs.thanks for everything.all the comfort.and the direct thoughts and words frm ya mind.;)u.will always be my gym mate.my gurlfren.my sista.
+mabel.
my advisor.
ur words are all so priceless.all made alot of sense.u knew everything.and helped me thru when my bro was in army.always treated u as my sista in law.i jes hope u will be my real one yah.:P...winks.always jes a fone call away too.always cheering me up.giving me ideas on wad to do for gabe.or words that i should sae to gabe.i really thank ya for that.:D...no one else can eva think of all the stuff that u told me abt relationships.
always be my sista in law.=]
+regina.
lols.will nvr forget ur part in this matter.
u helped me with the bus plate.thanks yah.realli appreciated it.always "bullied" by her twin.poor thing.:x..but yeah.i really thank ya for ur help and words.will always be the pigeon.and my partner in crime.:P
i think that's abt all the main sources of comfort i had thru this time.
to the others.esp gwen.and maybe corina...?..hahahas.
i really thank ya all for ur concern.and ya help.hugs*
to gabe.
i dunno if ya will eva read this.but yeah.im leaving a msg for ya anyhow.i know i've been a really moody and problematic ex.thanks for ya tolerance."} i can nvr find such great bf like ya.im serious.ya know that i still love ya.and sadly.that's still true.but rest assured.i'll nvr bother ya for an answer after today.life w/o ya was really difficult for me. know u want me to get on with life.and u too want to get on with life.ya always confusing me with ur words.everytime u sae "i miss you"...it jes gives me more hope and make my heart stay.and makes me continue hoping and believing for a way.but i guess.since there's no answer todayy.i guess.it's really long over.will always rmb all the stuff that we did.all the words that u said.frm start till end.all the places we went.all the laughter we shared.all the tears i've shed.will always rmb the smallest details.will always rmb all the diff types of cards that i'll cum up with.and the 3 pound thing.
i thank god for the experience we shared.
u were really a dream cum true.will always be a special part of me.u're really truly unforgettable.always will be rmbed.hugs.ilu*
maybe god jes want it this way.i shant try to force love anymore.
as i've promised.i'll post this song lyrics on the 31st.njoy.
"Broken Vow"
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
[Chorus]
Roxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini
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hais.he din reply me after all.
so i guess that's the answer.
well well.
i know what to do already.i'll move on with life.i will forget him.
i knew i tried my best for the answer already.
yes i know.it was my own choice of waiting hopelessly for a patch.
yes.im foolish.
i guess everything doesnt matter doesnt it?
love is jes a waste of time.
i'll move on.
wana thank sum special pple who supported me thru this tough and hurting period.
+gen.
w/o ya,i will nvr get to know gabe.:)..i relaly thank ya for tat.please dunt eva blame urself for introducing him to me yah.:D..tho it was short.the experience was great for me.:Dthink ya the first person to know abt the whole thing. were always there for me.always lived up to ur words.-jes a fone call away.always had taken most of ya wise words.u realli did tok sum sense into me.:}and i really thank you for that.i'll be strong.i promise!..:D..ahugs.i love youuu.will always be my gurlfren.my shopping mate.my sista.:)
+jo.
this gurl.always cheering me up with her joyful ness.always crapping with me.always manages to get my mind off this matter.well..that is whenevr i'm with ya..:}always behind me.suporting me.always giving me advices like genn...and wad the fuck.u jes told me that mr tan is my form tcher.
always giving me info abt stuff.my gossipmate.:)..tanning mate.crapmate.gurlfren.sister.longest fren.best fren.:D
+xj.
my dear gurl.always there for me too.always worrying for me...?LOL.bish.im fine.and living well already.so dun worrie yah.hugs.thanks for everything.all the comfort.and the direct thoughts and words frm ya mind.;)u.will always be my gym mate.my gurlfren.my sista.
+mabel.
my advisor.
ur words are all so priceless.all made alot of sense.u knew everything.and helped me thru when my bro was in army.always treated u as my sista in law.i jes hope u will be my real one yah.:P...winks.always jes a fone call away too.always cheering me up.giving me ideas on wad to do for gabe.or words that i should sae to gabe.i really thank ya for that.:D...no one else can eva think of all the stuff that u told me abt relationships.
always be my sista in law.=]
+regina.
lols.will nvr forget ur part in this matter.
u helped me with the bus plate.thanks yah.realli appreciated it.always "bullied" by her twin.poor thing.:x..but yeah.i really thank ya for ur help and words.will always be the pigeon.and my partner in crime.:P
i think that's abt all the main sources of comfort i had thru this time.
to the others.esp gwen.and maybe corina...?..hahahas.
i really thank ya all for ur concern.and ya help.hugs*
to gabe.
i dunno if ya will eva read this.but yeah.im leaving a msg for ya anyhow.i know i've been a really moody and problematic ex.thanks for ya tolerance."} i can nvr find such great bf like ya.im serious.ya know that i still love ya.and sadly.that's still true.but rest assured.i'll nvr bother ya for an answer after today.life w/o ya was really difficult for me. know u want me to get on with life.and u too want to get on with life.ya always confusing me with ur words.everytime u sae "i miss you"...it jes gives me more hope and make my heart stay.and makes me continue hoping and believing for a way.but i guess.since there's no answer todayy.i guess.it's really long over.will always rmb all the stuff that we did.all the words that u said.frm start till end.all the places we went.all the laughter we shared.all the tears i've shed.will always rmb the smallest details.will always rmb all the diff types of cards that i'll cum up with.and the 3 pound thing.
i thank god for the experience we shared.
u were really a dream cum true.will always be a special part of me.u're really truly unforgettable.always will be rmbed.hugs.
maybe god jes want it this way.i shant try to force love anymore.
as i've promised.i'll post this song lyrics on the 31st.njoy.
"Broken Vow"
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
[Chorus]
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